20-something
3:07 PM
20-something
This is not just a number, its everything for me. Some people maybe don’t really care about that number, but for me, it will determine everything in my life. Everything means, my character, my career, my relationship with both of my parents, family and also my lover -read: Everything.
Everything means anything that i do in everyday. I have a dreams that will always connected with that number. I always have something that i always count by a number. No, that doesnt mean that i always depend on “just a number”-some people called that-but its all about motivation. Yes, every people who live in this world always need a motivation, and i need that number to be mine. I need to take care of myself by that number, i need to count when i can walk, when i can just sleep, when i can run to catch my dream and when my limit come. I need that number to give me some space, when i need to start and when i need to stop.
Number is everything for me….
But that doesnt mean i never lose anything. The fact is there are so many things i can't reach, so many dreams i missed, so many wishes never came true, so many list i can’t do. But it will never make me give up of everything. Because i can make a new limit from that number that will greatly motivate myself in doing things better than ever before. So i can reach many things before the limit coming, i can get my dream and make a lot wishes, i can do a lot things on my list before another limit coming.
That’s a motivation for me, myself.
That’s the best things to motivate myself.
If i can't walk at 1 , i'll walk at 2
If can't read at 3, then i'll learn so i can read at 4
If i can't write at 5, then i'll push myself to learn everyday, so i can write at 5
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If i can't found the right one at 20, then i'll pray to God to bring me the right one when i'm ready, not when i need them
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If i can't reach my goals at 20-something, i'll ask to God to give me a long love, so I still have time to keep trying to get the best for my life
Keep trying
Keep praying
Everyone can do what they wanna do, but let me do this by myself. Because i know, you are the one you can understand youself.
Happy Birthday dear, myself
Happy 11th September
2 comments ♥
Baguuus banget konsep fotonya. Ini dalam rangka ulang tahun atau gimana ini Nia? BTW happy birthday, aku suka sekali sama tulisanmu ini. Aku suka kagum orang bisa menulis dengan lembut gini dan menyentuh. Aku merasa tulisanku selalu berapi-api haha
ReplyDeleteSo you are a September girl too! Happy belated birthday, great wishes for you my dear! I love your photos anyway <3
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