Been in that position that i really want to make my dream come true. Feel so confident that one day, my dream will come true. But dream is still a dream, right? No matter how hard you try if you can't get the most important thing to get wyour dream, you can't make it true. I know i've been tried again and again, but i couldn't get it. I have to stop dreaming and just let it go. No, not because i don't want it again, but i have to believe in reality. What i see now, what i have now and what God tell me to do. It's just about the time. One day, if God say yes, He will give me what i want. No! My dream is not over, i just make it stay in where it belong. Waiting for a miracle to pick it up and bring it to me. 

For anyone who has a dream and didn't get what you want. Don't be sad, it's all just about time. Believe it, that one day what you want will come true :)