Lost

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actually i don't even know what i have to tell you, how about my life or maybe how about my feeling right now? i don't know how to explain it, there are so many thoughts fly away in my mind. There are so many things i wish i didn't remember, there are so many things i wish i didn't do. i have done so many mistake lately, i wish i could go back to the time when i was young and even when i know nothing. but we couldn't go back, right? time goes so fast , i don't even know if i have done something good or not for my life. i have tried my best, aspecially for my parents but i don't know if it good enough for them? But without they knew, i've done the most stupid things, i wish they knew. But if i told them everything, i knew i'll just hurt them , i can only say sorry behind them and promised not to do another stupid things and be better than before , Amin! :)

how about my college? HAHA it's been good lately, its feels awesome after being an announcer at my Radio Campus, it was great I could talk a lot on the radio. I've never imagine before that i would be an announcer. But here i am, sitting in front of microphone, talking to all listener ( we call them TISER ) . wanna hear my voice, maybe? You can listen via streaming http://radio.mmtc.ac.id:8000/listen.m3u  and if you wanna know about the program or my schedule , just follow MMTC Radio's twitter @mmtcradiojogja :) see ya! :D

oh, by the way. a week ago, my friend asked me to be his model. so we did a photo shoot at Taman Sari , Yogyakarta. He's such a great photographer, his name is Ahmad Farhan Habibie, you can check his twitter @farhanhabibie if you want him to help you, you can contac him through twitter :)
 * its bad hair day, anyway -_- *


" Summer turned to winter And the snow it turned to rain And the rain turned into tears upon your face I hardly recognized the girl you are today And god I hope it’s not too late It’s not too late ’Cause you are not alone I’m always there with you And we’ll get lost together Till the light comes pouring through ’Cause when you feel like you’re done And the darkness has won Babe, you’re not lost When your worlds crashing down And you can’t bear the thought I said, babe, you’re not lost " 
Lost - Michael Buble


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what i wear? Polkadot Shirt : Outlet Biru | Leather Skirt : Mangos | Shoes : Pollux 



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49 comments ♥

  1. Adeayu HadijahJanuary 28, 2013 at 1:27 PM

    I looove the last three photos, two are candid photos and looks so beautuful.

    I've done many stupid thungs too, I do regret it. But we learned from our mistakes, from that, we have to not do the same mistakes. Cheers Nia ^^

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  2. NatalieJanuary 28, 2013 at 1:55 PM

    you have such shiny hair..it is ridiculous!

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  3. AnisacramentJanuary 28, 2013 at 2:25 PM

    super lovely skirt!


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  4. kelimutuJanuary 28, 2013 at 3:18 PM

    be calm, dear.. we could take our mistakes as a lesson for us in the future time. Be good, and people will also doing the same to you. (:

    anyway, I love your watch! you look like a rock yet vintage princess.

    xoxo
    kelimutu

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  5. The Fierce BerryJanuary 28, 2013 at 4:15 PM

    pretty skirt!! :D

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  6. Verna AbrilJanuary 28, 2013 at 4:51 PM

    the top is lovely :)

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  7. Vania ApriliaJanuary 28, 2013 at 4:56 PM

    super cute shirt Nia! :)

    Love,
    Pudding Monster

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  8. The Dainty Dolls HouseJanuary 28, 2013 at 5:53 PM

    You look gorgeous. It's ok to feel this way doll, every one does at some point in life. Just relax and think it through and you'll find your feet once more!! I hope you have a super week xx

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  9. CieloJanuary 28, 2013 at 6:24 PM

    So cute! :)



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  10. V.January 28, 2013 at 6:48 PM

    oh i love ypur skirt!

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  11. Nadia NathaniaJanuary 28, 2013 at 7:39 PM

    You're so pretty! And I like your style <3
    i followed you
    Would you care to follow me back? :)

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  12. Vika VinessaJanuary 28, 2013 at 8:03 PM

    lovely top <3

    xoxo
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  13. AnonymousJanuary 28, 2013 at 9:51 PM

    love your flare skirt. good choice ;)

    xoxo, Mich

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  14. BusheJanuary 28, 2013 at 10:25 PM

    you are so lovely!!
    What about to follow eachother?If you follow me i would definitely follow you back dear!!
    Let me know

    loves

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  15. Putri ValentinaJanuary 28, 2013 at 10:56 PM

    Your shoes is so vintage love it :D

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  16. Sausan HanifahJanuary 28, 2013 at 11:32 PM

    Love your polka shirt :)

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  17. Bex DoctorJanuary 28, 2013 at 11:49 PM

    Lovely outfit! I love your skirt.

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  18. AnalisaJanuary 29, 2013 at 2:28 AM

    Your blouse is so adorable!

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  19. Isa MachadoJanuary 29, 2013 at 3:03 AM

    You look beautiful! :)

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  20. UnknownJanuary 29, 2013 at 5:11 AM

    Aw, so beauiful blouse and that skirt!!!

    Nicole

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    ♥

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  21. MandyJanuary 29, 2013 at 8:08 AM

    Oh darling, there may be a lot on your mind but there is one mistake you certainly haven't made - and that is of the fashion kind! You look absolutely beautiful. Polka dots and leather is such a timeless combination! <3



    <3 Mandy xx
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  22. Kathleen HarperJanuary 29, 2013 at 9:41 AM

    So cute! I love your polk dot blouse! Your hair looks fantastic!
    <3
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  23. STARSNAPSHOTJanuary 29, 2013 at 10:40 AM

    that's Pulau Cemeti to be excact :D
    *teringat jaman-jaman kuliah hunting foto model disini juga*

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  24. ANANDITA PRISCARINI AGUSJanuary 29, 2013 at 1:05 PM

    cute top!
    love the dots pattern

    xoxo,
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  25. Alexandra ZakharovaJanuary 29, 2013 at 5:40 PM

    You look so lovely!!! Great pictures!
    I'm following you right now, hope you will do same!
    Have a fabulous time!

    Best wishes, Alexandra
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  26. Tamara EmiliaJanuary 29, 2013 at 7:11 PM

    sweet and cute <3
    very lovely outfit !!

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  27. UnknownJanuary 29, 2013 at 9:39 PM

    Thank you for your lovely comment! I follow you! amazing shirt! xoxo

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  28. b e a t r i c eJanuary 29, 2013 at 11:18 PM

    great blog I;m ur new follower hope u like my blog too!

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  29. Levi (tlnique)January 29, 2013 at 11:35 PM

    What a great photographs! You look good :)

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  30. KatiJanuary 30, 2013 at 12:57 AM

    Love the outfit, the blouse suits you so well and is so cute!

    Have a fantastic day,
    -Kati

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  31. Anna and KlaudiaJanuary 30, 2013 at 2:26 AM

    You look so cute! Amazing top :)

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  32. marykapsiJanuary 30, 2013 at 3:23 AM

    Love your skirt <3
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  33. UnknownJanuary 30, 2013 at 4:15 AM

    you totally remind me of one of the girls on the current season of the bachelor - you're stunning! love how the shirt blends nicely with the ground.. awkward comment, but so true!

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  34. canvasofcultureJanuary 30, 2013 at 7:48 AM

    this is such a cute outfit! I love the light pink combined with black- it really works well together:)
    xx

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  35. AnonymousJanuary 30, 2013 at 10:14 AM

    hi pretty..
    thanks for your nice compliment on my blog..!
    you are such a lovely and sweet girl ^^
    i love your style and blog..

    lets be friend =)
    will follow you..hope you follow me soon !
    xx

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  36. Claireta TeressaJanuary 30, 2013 at 10:30 AM

    love your leather skirt ☻

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  37. Something Real SeriousJanuary 30, 2013 at 12:01 PM

    lovely look.

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  38. Maria and ElizabethJanuary 30, 2013 at 12:17 PM

    Great photo shoot! :)
    Yes dear, we are twins! Thanks so much hehe
    What do you think about following each other? :)

    xx

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  39. AnonymousJanuary 30, 2013 at 3:33 PM

    The blouse looks really cute on you!

    I think we all have mistakes and regrets and we definitely have all done good in our life, you just have to believe in yourself :) You are definitely good enough for your parents, I'm sure that all they want is for you to be happy :)

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  40. UnknownJanuary 30, 2013 at 4:30 PM

    you look stunning, i am your new follower, i hope u follow me back.
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  41. Peny Ruth Jessica DamanikJanuary 31, 2013 at 9:01 AM

    I Love your leather skirt :)
    nice photoshoot anyway!
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  42. AnonymousJanuary 31, 2013 at 12:16 PM

    i doo, follow me back at sarahbebywitiainc.blogspot.com

    still messy mine, hehhe

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  43. Maria and ElizabethJanuary 31, 2013 at 4:13 PM

    Already following you dear!

    xx

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  44. Maria and ElizabethJanuary 31, 2013 at 4:13 PM

    Already following you dear!

    xx

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  45. okky dommyJanuary 31, 2013 at 5:43 PM

    lovely top! cute <3

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  47. Wilda KhairaniJanuary 31, 2013 at 8:32 PM

    beautiful outfit :)

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    Great blog and post! I will be here more often, I'm ur new follower!
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  49. Ruth LalliankimiFebruary 25, 2013 at 10:46 PM

    Thank you for your sweet comment.
    Polka dots look adorable on you :)

    Ruth x

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